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although I seem like a very racist person, which I am quite, but I DO have good friends of other races. I am even racist towards some of my own race, hmm.. I guess I should call myself groupist. hahaha. as in for my dislike for certain groups of people with their own creative “style” of talking and so on. but I can tell you, most malay people are DAMN friendly! they’d totally treat their guests nicely. really! and also, they can really really cook. *winks winks, Fiq! your rendang rocks everybody’s socks!*. and yes, the handsome guy above which looks a little like the angkasawan guy is Afiq, and HIS RENDANG IS SERIOUS SEDAP! (delicious!). and, that’s his grandmother’s house.

and to be honest, living in Malaysia for now, a little more than 16 years, I do NOT know how to really eat malay food. not like I am not hungry for my country’s own food or something, but like for example, if you order a plate of nasi lemak or nasi rendang, they’ll give you everything inside, mixed well and all you have to do is just to stuff it inside your tiny little mouth. until now, I think all I remember is just to mix ketupat with anything spicy =X. and its great! =D. and for foreigners thats planing to visit Malaysia, TRY RENDANG! (current fav Malay food =X. it’s usually beef. or it’s always beef. I don’t know.)

very good example of our cultural traditional malay outfit. the Baju Kurung and Baju Melayu. I never looked good in dark eye catching blue, in fact, I don’t like wearing blue, I don’t think I even have a all-blue shirt in my entire closet. BUT, my mom forced me to wear it, and I can never not obey. she says that it’s more fun if I wear it, so I wan’t everybody to come with cheong sam (for the girls) and the funny looking round chinese hat (for guys) during CNY ok! (talking of cheong sam, I DON’T HAVE ONE! ouch.)

the four three races of Malaysia. Korean might prolly be included too in 100 years time when Jang Hwan have lots of kids and grand children. haha. =P. but it’s already included in the Ampang area =D.

like many others who are Chinese, I’ve never been to a Hari Raya party before. SERIOUSSSSLY. this is my first, and absolutely not my last. RENDANNGGGGGGG!!!! (totally getting fat, although, already fat.) and maybe the next time I would appear in a more pretty baju kurung or some kebaya.

I have no comment about this picture. =X.

I know I look like some idiot but let me be. haha.

population in the picture..
Malay : 1
Chinese : 1
Indian : 1
Korean : 2?

haha, this is so Ampang. =P.

Fiq’s cousin commented that I look like a Korean!!! *totally cannot sleep tonight* I know I sounded so excited, because I am! but I know I don’t look like a Korean. pfft. but a white lie sometimes is really good. =D. wearing baju kurung makes me look Korean maybe? =O. but NO WAY that I am wearing a baju kurung out just like that for nothing. =X. although I just did for tuition. sigh.. the material is really comfortable actually. haha.

my sun seng nim! (means teacher in Korean). his Korean looks are really obvious. haha. and for the people from the west who commented that “all asians look the same”, well, there is actually quite a BIG difference. =P.

and to prove it what we all had fun, we HAD to get evidence in this way. =D=D=D.

that’s all!

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the House Bunny

GO WATCH THIS MOVIE! it’s like the BEST bimbotic movie I’ve ever watched. although not what I’d call “great movie”. but it’s really really funny. a must watch in my opinion, would be great for guys too *wink wink*, you’ll get it when you’ve watched it. hehe.

and more camho’s! camho’s is a must after a movie screening. taken during the screening of “the House Bunny” of nuffnang. thanks for the invite Alex! =D.

I AM SERIOSLY too sleepy to go on with my apartments experience, I shall post it someday later. =D. BYEEE. ^^v.

not contacts, although nowadays I find my vision slightly blurrer than before, but when I look at distant objects for a longer time it’ll be back to normal. @@”. I know, weird right. and I have a pair of computer glasses which helps too! *but I look really hideous in it, ugh.*

ANYWAYYY..
I really really need some lens for my camera. for.. portraits.

like this one.

also, because of a picture like this (taken when I’m form 1, yes it’s that long ago), I’ve got addicted to photography, not only that, but a DSLR-style of taking pictures. used to own a 5MP camera and thought it’s pictures were really good, until I’ve seen what Kevin Han can do (my friend’s friend. ahah). the pictures he shot were those which look like it could be shown on magazines. very very professional. and of course, everybody knows approximately how much it can cost. and IMO, at least 20k, totally off my budget T_T”. but what I want is only the very blurry background like seen in the picture. of course, lightings would be really expensive (but maybe a flashlight would do the trick? but that’s ALSO too expensive, natural sunlight would be best. =D) and his camera body would be loads more pro-er. I just want the blurry background! =P.

just want to get a lens so that pictures will turn out to be like this =D. I LIKEEE <3. and for those who might not know, I’ll be going to HK!! (it’s really cheap, check airasia.com!) then after that I’ll be going to China for a month or two (again) to see my dad and sis! and also, TO EAT THE FOOOOOOD. yumms. so I reckon you to view my blog more often after my exams (Nov). because firstly, I’d be really free over there, and what more can  a 16 year old do with a huge camera? xD. and as everybody know, HK is the tax-free place where electronic goods are really cheap^^v. I’m desperate, help me.

whatever it is, if you’re selling your lens(canon), tell me! and if you know what lens would be suitable, tell me too! I’m a real dummy in this, and also, I don’t want to go to the shop and go “I want that lens that shoots blurry background”. that guy will surely recommend me something darn expensive and say “this one good! (expensive) that one not good! (cheap)”

this is the level of my camera’s blurry-ness. totally incomparable. sigh. and I SERIOUSLY didn’t notice that whatever thing on my back looked like wings. hahaha.

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16 days to exams and I HAVEN REALLY STUDIED YET! I am so not prepared. and thou shalt not blog until Phy, Chem, Bio, Add Math’s exam is over. YES.

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and.. some updates about myself..

I AM GOING TO BE EXTREMELY POSITIVE!

isn’t that like the best news you’ve ever heard on my site? hahaha. I was rather depressed before this, but of course, JAMIE THE ALMIGHTY cracked her head and thought of what she really wants, and yes, it’s happiness. and sad people have a shorter life. don’t you know? the reason why I don’t have much close friends might be just because there aren’t many of my kind. and nothing will change if you’re depressed, so what I want to do now is just make things better, because the negative won’t help, not even a bit, and thus, makes it worst. for example, something bad happened to you, rather than thinking of how frustrated you are and how angry you are, think of the solutions. those who spend time hating are depressing people, too. because we have so little time, and we really should treasure our time (my Bio tuition teacher said so!). so, fill it with joy and happiness. =D.

so rather than fretting about how difficult science stream is, I shall ask my parents to bang table bang chair in the school to get my class changed? xD. but they won’t, so, the solution would be, work hard. *coughs*. am I really saying that? hahaha. ok. toodles!

okay, first off, let me show you MY FACE.

well, not really my face, just OBSERVE the picture =D.

picture taken MONTHS ago. noticed something really annoying? well, there could be lots such as, teeth isn’t straight, too fat, small eyes… etc. but something which could be repaired easily?? =D

noticed it already??

bet you do.

I KNOW you do.

of course you do!

it’s TOOOO OBVIOUS.

isn’t it?

my hair is LONG and it’s all messy, because, I don’t comb it, I don’t use conditioner, I don’t blow dry it. *what a girl, I know!*

so I am changing! I will start to use conditioner, start to comb my hair, and maybe occasionally blow dry it. hehe.

and with the voucher I won from advertlets for Wings Studio in Damansara Utama (uptown), I just splurge it all on treatment. hahahaha. because it looked so frizzy and tangled up like it’s never going to be better again.

and so,

TADAH! SILKY SMOOTH! well, for me, everything in the salon is expensive (because of my hair length of course!), but the hair stylist there is great, he turned Simon into a prince a very handsome guy!

no, not the cute guy on the left (opps, SIMON! I’m not saying you’re not cute! but it’s just that.. you’re handsome!). continues, Simon is the one on the right. =D. OKAY! observeeee.

and now, after going to Wings Salon!

!!! VERY HANDSOME RIGHT?! they really does choose whats right for their customer =D.

and I am actually writing a post here, to reply SIMON’S post, he posted a picture of me before I even posted it anywhere yet! pfft, and now I’ll reply the post by..

haha, xD. and now people will call him, the guy in that afro hairstyle!

okay, my bad. my tomorrow is quite long. something happened so, =/. it’s totally not my fault! not even partially, REALLY!! so shall we continue??

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BUT BEFORE I START ANYTHING, I want to tell you all about something which is totally unrelated to the topic.

Last Tuesday, Sg. Long pasar malam (night market) - me, along with a few friends was walking in the short and crowded pasar malam, and we were all enjoying it, all the bubble tea, asam laksa, crepe and stuff, then, we walked along that super crowded stall and then, there’s where I suddenly felt somebody taking my precious phone out from my loose pocket. so what I did?

I SCRAM AND SHOUTED ” HEY WHY YOU STEAL MY PHONE! ” although I know that it’s stupid asking that question, because they WANT to steal my phone to sell it. and as I turn, I see an old lady, totally not a Malaysian, more like a chinese-myanmar-pakistanish-vietnamese old lady from some kind of village, because she was dressing like how those ladies dress 50 years ago from the villages, all those flowered pattern cloth that looks rather simple and she’s wearing those olden days sort of shoes

and when I shouted at her, she just gave me the face as if she didn’t steal my phone and make some sort of sound which heck knows what it was, more like how babies are struggling to talk. then what else did I do? I GRAB my phone back lar of course! right from her hands. and because she was really so old, her long hair is all white, and I was at the same time feeling like a rabbit inside of me, I just walked away.and after a short while, my friend whom was walking home from the night market, he said that his friend and him was treatened using a knife pointing onto their neck and as lucky as they was, they managed to run away, but as for his friend, that poor fella got a little cut on his neck.

and so I now say, DO NOT GO TO PASAR MALAM, unless you bring some weapon along maybe? Malaysia’s no longer a safe place.

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continue!! and so, the guest stars <3. BERNICE LIU! I LOVE Bernice Liu. she’s just like a model person for anybody to look up at, and also, beautiful and intelligent.

tada! and so, here’s Bernice Liu, singing “I’m so in love with you” which is really totally sweet. really really lovely. to me, I thought that she’s really perfect. =D. at least she’s not those stick skinny girls, and she’s really funny, for those who don’t watch drama’s, GO WATCH SOME TVB ONES!

Allan is one-lucky-dude. ugh. I JUST WANT HER SIGNATURE! >__<”

and then there is this female group which is quite new, I seriously don’t remember what are they called, cha cha or something. hmm. cha cha? or chan chan or pa pa. anything-lar. very pretty, voice is good, but song is er, nothing special. *I’m so offending the person who created the song. ahhahaha*

then…

*drum rolls*

jeng jeng!! LEO KU! I know everybody admires him, he has the face, he have the height, and whats more? his voice is.. phenomenal! just like an extraordinary person, which for him, an extraordinary voice. <3<3.

and the next

everybody’s

favourite

artist

because

he

is

cute.

yes

cute.

LAM FUNG! RAYMOND LAM! haha, too bad that he was a little too proud of himself =P. but the fact is, he is cute enough to become a stuck up =X.

so enough of these, and lets proceed to the top 5 contestants, which of course, Angeline got in!

and don’t talk about who won pfft. ><. Angeline obviously did great, hehe. she already won like 50 contests! =D.the first time I saw her in school, I was like ” WOOOOW, Malaysia actually has some really beautiful girls around.” which of course, her cousin who is extremely pretty as well studying in my school too. too bad I didn’t have her cousin’s picture. haha.

then, I actually bumped into some friends which I was quite shock so see there.. but at the same time, it’s not unexpected. because they too, came to cheer for their friend, which is a friend of mine too, haha.

which they are, Ee Von and Wei Shin, the Cempakans. okay, I am starting to talk about my own relations. goodness. I should stop it, I have to stop it.

and this is the really cute guys from Cempaka too!!! *ok. I will stop it. stop it stop it stop it. stop it!*

I personally think that Leo Ku’s incredulous look is very cute. especially his posture and his facial expression. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

LAM FUNG IS POINTING AT MY CAMERA! MAAAIIII CAMMMEEEERAAAHHHH. *no big deal, I KNOW. *

Vivian Yeo, I thought that her cantonese is realy weird the first time she acted in TVB, but now, she’s getting better! and what the heck is secustar? haha, what a name =P.

!!! I get to see him THIS close. I know you’re jealous =D=D=D. pfft, those SECUSTAR are blocking my view. pfft.

and how can I not camho with the pretty one? haha. still, taking pictures with pretty girls is an disadvantage (for girls), they make you look worst than how you actually are. =/.

and Allan, the Cempakan. I think this is like the second or third time me meeting him, and I can actually call him my friend, gosh, because of the internet. *STOP IT! *

wheeeee. I got Jackson to get Fellest have a picture with me =3. my sister’s ex coursemate. if I’m not mistaken, they were some kind of acquaintance. but seem like my sister’s still studying in her humble chinese colledge while he, is all-so-famous. I BET HE MAKES LOTS OF MONEY!! =D=D=D. JIE, SEE!! * so, I can’t stop it. =X *

and the even more shocking person, which I never ever expected myself to bump into him, totally unprepared. I did not recognize him. *I told you I am not stopping it. *. he looks so different, but still, that face of his is still there, and he walked pass like he don’t know me, in fact, he didn’t recognize me at first too. and so, without thinking, I called out, “JACKSON!!” and he turned around, (I was so afraid I got the wrong person. then I’d be as embarrassed as a mice that has lost it’s fur), and he stared at me for five second, and he points at me, “JAMIE!” *hugs!* I was SO GLAD to actually bump into somebody whom I used to hang out with, an old friend, a really old one, which we used to both be a gamer, and now totally different.

and here’s an old picture of us, the only picture I had with him I think. don’t you dare ask which is me. and him, the one in specs. SO DIFFERENT!!!! I KNOWWWWW. *this picture was taken when I was form 1*. it’s just, a happy surprise. =).

I don’t quite have an idea about what was this Junior Idol about until one day my grandma was watching TVB8 and suddenly I saw my friend in the advertisement, and yes, only the advertisement which encourages people to join. and imo, contests are really a waste of time towards most people, because in Malaysia, MANY MANY MANY of these kiamsiap contests depends on voting. and also, if you don’t get first, you get nothing. isn’t it sad? eg you are a whole lot better, but you didn’t win because you only spent 20k on voting and your “friend” spend 30k on voting for themself. you invested so much money and time and get nothing. but that’s unless you are full of potential, because even if you don’t win, those powerful ones who have been eyeing on you would call you up, give you a job, and tadah! millionaire! =D. and the best thing is, I don’t think that thing thing depend on votes that much. or does it? @@”?

first attempt to camho! (using manual) and it eventually was to bright. but I STILL like this picture. haha. maybe because my skin looks fairer here. ^^v. goodness, I am darker after this event. pfft. >=(.

and we’re here to support.. Angeline (Yeng Chin)! who already won 50 competitions. big beauty queen she is =3. and also, this sweet couple here is really really sweet right?!

and also before all that, we were at Bar B Que plaza for lunch, and guess what, today is… yup today exactly, 9th of September, it is… SIMON’S BIRTHDAY! SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMON SO MO DEL ISH! I’m sure it’s the hair! it must be the hair! *joking*

so back to the main topic,

the contestants, they are all 18 and below! that’s why it’s called JUNIOR anyway, I wonder when Kids Idol will come out. haha.

the supporters, very very supportive, Allan’s banner was up the whole while for 5 hours if I’m not mistaken (at least every time I turn my back I can see his banner holding up high behind), and also many contestants had their banner home made which I think is really creative and thoughtful. but I was just wondering, where are they going to keep the huge banners after this competition? =X.

and the Judges, LEO KU AND RAYMOND LAM IS LOOKING AT MY CAMERAAAAAA (at least I think so. =P. I ZOOMED in already.=D=D.)

and…… the hosts, many people says that my sister look like Vivian Yeo. do you think so? hmmm, to me, a little, but Vivian is so much taller @@.

and a girl who is really really sweet looking, also, I caught this pose on camera =O.

his smile really makes a girl melt <3. but he was being quite stuck up that day. his fans was like shouting his name for so long, and very obviously wanted him to look at them and smile, just like the other superstars do, but he kind of ignored them and acted cool. and his fans was actually quite pissed. hahaha.

and well, as for Bernice Liu, she’s really really friendly to her crowd of fans, I always loved her ^.^ but I thought that she would look better with a white shorts and also if she let down her hair. =D.

and a contestant which I really really like, he is like a pro beatboxer, though still not expert, but I thought that he is really really creative. and this was some kind of acting session where the other guy acted as the Monkey God and him as the Priest. xD. and his way of saying his “prayers” is by beatboxing, haha, really cute.

and Angeline! she did great really, and also I find her most photogenic in this competition too, well, she’s already a singer. =P.

the judges commented that she is like the younger version of Jolin Tsai, and not only them, everybody thinks so too. =D. really alike right?!

and here’s Fellest, been seeing him around in many competitions, a dance expert, the Malaysian version of Wade Robson imo. his stunts are really really really cool. admirable person. =D.

if you don’t understand? go to www.youtube.com and key in “the dead terrorist”, it’s really funny! nothing scary at all xD.

okay, in this picture, my sis DO look like her. haha.

RIGHT!

okay, I’m just joking, don’t take it seriously! xD.

got cute guys leh! Malaysia actually have cute guys! *opps did I just insult the guys? haha*

and they were playing some kind of famous Hong Kong reality show game, which you gotta pass the message on by describing that “thing”. and to my surprise, they got it correctly! and no, they did not cheat! =P.

and when it’s the celebrities turn, they lost. ahhaha.

more to come, tomorrow aite?! ^^v.

so the day I’ve never looked forward to which I knew was coming finally came. and I finally got through it. all the dissection process. I always told myself, “it’s just a bloody frog, just 1 frog being shared with 3 person”, but it ended up this year, a little bit more special, cute mice and fishes are involved, and including the frog. they said that mice is outta syllabus a few years ago, but to my disappointment, IT’S BACK IN! ugh, disgusting, totally heartless. just.. oh shit.

well, the truth is I didn’t kill any animal/insect with my own hands. and good news for some people, I managed to take pictures of the dissected animals, but fact is, I cannot take it at first, when they poked the needle through the cute and adorable mice’s arm. I freaking freaked out and gave that face that you would not expect how terrible it was. tears just rolls down, can’t help it. but sooner after a while, I finally got a little bit more brave and looked at it, being dissected, slowly being cut up. but the feeling is rather disgusting, I REALLY REALLY hated it. imo, it’s not a good experience, hence, a bad one. I felt so bad for the animals that needs to be sacrificed. ugh. other than the fish. (probably because I eat it almost every single day and I’ve been seeing my grandma ripping it apart a few times).

I just can’t imagine why some people love dissecting it. ew.

AWWWWW! so cute! I know right! and guess what, these adorable mice which looks like it’s being sold in pet’s wonderland (as the matter of fact, I really really think they bought it from pet’s wonderland, they’re all clean and pretty!). I would totally get it as my pet, if I could. my mom just won’t let me have it! >=(!

tadah!! me in my doctor-looking coat. well, it’s the coat which doctors wear anyway. haha. a white piece of unfashionable coat. before this I really wonder, why white? can’t it be a little more prettier? and now I think I know the reason, because even if you get all the blood stains on your coat, you can just simply dip it in clorox and hence, a coat as good as new!

we are so not going to be a doctor in the future. or you can say, dissection is really not a girl’s thing, no wonder most doctor’s are men. =X.

anyway, more cute stuff to be seen! but also, the animals that er, died. =((. I HATE DISSECTION!

for the first time, I think that frogs are really really cute, or is it because I just usually see toads in those zoos. or maybe, a weird type of frog, or maybe because the frogs I’ve seen are all kept there just to be seen, and because they’re so bored sitting there in the glass box they became dull. or also maybe because the zoos buy the uglier frog because it’s cheaper and they could make money from it. ha! well, most school’s dissects frogs because we could see it’s heart still beating (and mostly don’t dissect mice because, er, maybe because it’s too too cruel)

well, something nobody like. and for those who likes it, it’s probably because they think they look “yummy”. my grandmother has tried it before, she said it’s delicious and crispy. ew. EW.

and we didn’t dissect the cockroach, because it’s too disgusting even to hold. so in the end, somebody left it next to the teachers office to freak out whoever that picks that plastic on the floor up. hahahahahhahaha. again, EWWWWWWWWW!

!! a not so disgusting insect. a cricket. =P. and well, their internal organs are so small we had to use microscopes to see it. and in fact, I think that this one’s the most interesting. ^^”v.

the most not disgusting dissection item! MUAHS FISH! just for RM2. I bought it, so I know it. haha. and since I bought it, I dissected it, to get away with the frog, mice and cricket dissection of course, because this is the only animal that’s actually dead. but I still need to look at the dissection of other animals, sigh. but because Sandra is a lot more freaked out than us, she sneaked out of the class without having to see any of these! ugh.

so the first step of everything, is to put some chemical in the middle, then cover the bowl and slowly see the mice faint, actually I doubt if they fainted or they really died, because, their eyes are widely open and they can’t move, but then their heart are still beating when they er, dissected it.

me with the animals that I’ve not dissected! and if you noticed, my face turned a little green already. it’s not so ew as it’s not close, so I think it’s still okay, more to come below.

okay! and so to view the more detailed version of this post, please click on the link below. *pukes*. don’t say I don’t warn you, it’s really disgusting DO NOT view it if you’re having haemophobia or you’re eating or before your meal.

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