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I don’t know if you know, but I am quite of a negative person in this topic. because I think that nobody wants to sincerely be my friend. I do not trust people. I often think everybody just wants benefits. and no doubt it’s true. not just because I’ve experienced it, but it’s really what most people do. I don’t understand how can some people betray others. for every bad thing I did, I keep in heart, and not only that I keep in heart, I try to change. even if I couldn’t, I’ll try. everybody have their bad side, and it’s no wonder that someone will do something wrong. although I do not really mind what people I don’t know think about me, but I mind it if I hurt other people’s feelings. but on the other hand, many people could just walk away carefreely. people have their own thoughts, like mine, where I do not mix with people I think is rude and uncivilized, some, actually most of the people I know doesn’t like people who is TOO english educated, or maybe somebody who is to them, a spoilt kid. most of us easily mind minor stuff, and get influenced with what some other people say. but one thing is what everbody know, but doesn’t realize, is that, poeople do change. from good to bad, bad to good, or they might remain. one often see somebody physically, and judge, which that often happens to me as well. I do not befriend with people who look too different from me, like maybe they dresses unappropriately or maybe people who thinks the f word could be something commonly spoken, and because of me sometimes being picky, I turned cocky, and then that leads to being negative. but really, I wanted to know every single one of my friend more, and have true friends, because that’s what I think makes life fun. don’t you think so? so I don’t get it why some people just love ruining other people. only if they have a taste of their own medicine.

OMG I SEE A TAILESS LIZARD ON MY CEILING!

ok, I am looking at the lizard right now, can’t take my eyes of.. it.

just wanted everybody to know, that we don’t hope that something bad happen to us, and we got to cherish any friendship, because sometimes no relatives or family can help you but your friends, because they are really important. I can say this because I have relatives that is rather selfish, and I can say, I am really upset whenever I see them. their irresponsible and cold hearted act makes me feel like an idiot not being able to do anything. some families gets along well, and that’s really rare. we might not live long, but I just hope that people will just live everyday happily without causing pain in others. and I really don’t know why some people can betray their own friends, or they can be so looking on what they get materially. I believe that no matter how that someone might be, they have something good inside them, unless they are somebody I call, mentally evilly retarded, which they are born with really evil thinkings. and we can’t really just mind what some other people think, because even for a person so nice, so beautiful, so intellegent will have gossips. and us the more inperfect ones, that should be something normal. =). out of all the gossips you’ll hear about a friend, there must be something behind it. villains are everywhere, and our thinking might be off mind sometimes. it happens. friends are those who will help you to improve yourself when you’re wrong, not support you. and they are also those who will help you when you need them, not the person who will try to ignore you, especially when you are alone facing problems. so.

cherish.

THAT LIZARD IS STILL THEREEEEEE!!!!!!

my best friend is a skinny skeleton! but this skinny skeleton is very lovable. we do not support lala-ism nor like striking unmatching colours to go together which will make us look like some christmas tree rather than a peacock, but of course it’s not wrong, in fact, it’s quite fun to post like that once in a while! =P. no offence! *my dad must not see this picture, MUST NOT! he doesn’t likeeeeeee, ehem.* (and it’s one uncool way to show people I do not have photostat face!)

so here comes my photostated face. and << don’t she smile like Jessica Alba? =D. distance doesn’t really matter in the best friendism culture you know =P. don’t ask me why only got 2 pics of my close friends, it’s because others doesn’t like taking pictures! or you can say, low profile =P.

sigh, I will always stick to my photostated face maybe..

AND I’M GONNA REVEAL ONE OF MY DARK SECRETS!

Jamie is allergic to the sun, so she can’t run on the fields, but it doesn’t mean she can’t swim, right?

it must be because she can’t swim.

but she loves swimming!

it must be because she doesn’t want her hair to get spoilt

but her hair is already frizzy (or what Patrick says, seaweed. >_>)

it is because

she

was

so

so..

let the picture explain.

SO NEVER EVER TELL ME TAN IS HEALTHY. I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE MY MIND AND GO TAN, IT DOESN’T SUIT ME!

AT ALL!

okay, a little update, I AM going for halloween party and I know what to dress as AND let me surprise you, I bet your jaw drops and maybe you’d be wanting to go to the toilet soon too! I am STILL in the middle of my warrr! having exams everyday this week and holiday next week! then another 3 days of exams, and then.. IT’LL BE OVER. and then fun, and then more fun, and then fun fun fun (which means hardcore blog) until form 5 where I start to suffer again. =D. nothing much but I REALLY wanted to post these few pictures, so I guess here’s an opportunity! =3.

so the first picture.

this is my FAVOURITE picture. although it’s edited a little, but I LOVE it. I like how I change the colour of the water host.  I love the colours. I love the position. I love it. I bet it’s nicer than the red one! (or is it fire host? @@)

next,

I THINK POLAR BEAR IS CUTER THAN PANDA! =3.

and the picture which really made me go “???” for a few seconds. which gave me a shock, too.

I saw my friend on TV. I saw my childhood friend, on a drama. I saw him on a drama I was watching. and I saw this banana speaking Korean, which is impossible. and that guy, looked exactly like my friend, how could some people who doesn’t share the same mother/father/grandmother/grandfather/great grand mother/great grand father look so so so so so alike. and it’s surprisingly amusing to me. =P.

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it’s really fun when you are totally grounded at home meaning to study but you just want to relax for a bit. =>. I know you are lazy to read it. so don’t read it if you don’t want to!

which I got tagged by Carmen

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
my best best best friend since standard 1 which many people see her as my little sis

2. Your 5 impressions toward her/him?
SMART. and others I really don’t remember since its sooo long ago =X.

3. The most memorable things she/he had said to you…
“you’re not ugly!”, “be positive!”, “don’t care about what others say!”
4. The most memorable thing she/he had done to you…
it should be during the day when I gotta take my UPSR cert, she took it together with me =P.

5. If she/he became your lover, you will…
I’m 101% not a lesbo nor homo.

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will…
see pigs fly

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on…
learning how pigs can fly

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is…
because pigs can fly.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
bug her to spy!!

10. The overall impression of him/her is…
the most straightforward person maybe? =D

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
if you want me to be positive, I think that people think that I’m friendly. and on the negative side, maybe over friendly/cocky. =X

12. The character of you for yourself is?
super duper upper wuper eeper talkative!

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
being negative.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
believe it or not, it’s Jamie the improved version! =D

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
okay, first off, I would like to say thank you for accepting me for who I am, and because you like me, I’ll say that you’re a nice person because I think only mean people will don’t like such a “nice” person like meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =P. second, I WANT MORE CARE! =D. and I want to tell you all that I care for you too and that I really cherish you as a friend, because I take my friends seriously.

and end of story. until the next post! =3!

Hallo is Finnish. I think. read it from Sophie Kinsella’s book. =P.

JAMIE IS FINALLY BACK! =D=D=D=D=D

I can’t really describe how I feel right now because the most stressing week in the whole year has passed. chemistry was disastrous, add maths paper 2 is EVEN more. sigh, just sad to think about it, and how I woke up 3am in the morning just to study, without blogging without the TV! ( I’m a major drama addict! ) just books. seriously. I feel that the geek me is not conscious about what I say or do, I just feel blur the whole while!

I’ve got SO MUCH to talk about. for two weeks I have been soooo busy with studies. =(. and finally Physics, Chemistry, Biology and Add Maths is OVER!!!!! =3. but still got Malay on Monday. one shall not talk about the sad stuff. I HATE MALAYYY!!!! the language.

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so FIRST UP! GRANDMA’S BIRTHDAY!!!

I really only know these few korean words. =D. it’s more special to say something in a different language to your loved ones. =>.

since I was young, she had taken care of me, day and night, she stayed awake, just to take care of me, just so that I can spend less time on things I need to do. every morning when I wake up, she is already awake, with my breakfast on the table and a box of something for me to eat in school, water bottle on the table, keys all set. and every morning before I go to school she would double check if I had taken everything. =/. she’s the best grandma in the world. I can’t really describe how much she loves me, but she really really do. =).

a way to prove my love to my grandma. <3.

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and next!!

a new place for people to eat!! <3<3<3.

and yeah, “Susan’s Bistro” in the Bandar Mahkota Cheras shoplots. =D. and really, this is one GOOD place to eat. seriously nice. it’s not some big or high class restaurant, but it’s cozy and small.. and the food is GOOOOOODDD. everything I’ve tried is good. served prettily, great taste, reasonable prices, and the dishes are rare too! it’s like the cheaper victoria station? =D. ok fine, I’ve never been to Victoria Station. geez. when my family went there, they didn’t bring me!!!!!!!!!! they ALWAYS say one day they’ll bring me, but until today, they’re too busy to get me there. =((. so I don’t really know how it’s food tastes like. haha. but at least I heard from my friend that it’s not that great afterall. hahahaha.

so here’s JAPANESE SALAD! it’s really good but I think this one is a little pricey. made by garden salad vegetable, baby tomatoes, onions, smoked salmon, jap soy sauce, squid and seaweed. and in my opinion, there’s a little lime juice too. =D.

and tehh yhummhayyy! ESCARGOT!!!!!!!!!!!! in red wine sauce. I’ve never had escargot in a different sauce other than garlic. and this sauce is actually GOOOOD. I thought that only escargot in places like Milwaukee is good, but this place is as good, even good. they even digged the meat out nicely for our own convinience too! <3s.

and actually, this one is my mom’s birthday dinner food. =X. but she didn’t want to take pictures because she didn’t dress up. ahhahaha, really like mother like daughter weh. =3.

I LOVE MY MOMMY ALSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

although she ALWAYS scold me, but she wouldn’t scold me if she don’t love me right? =D. I remembered once I was sick, and she just recovered from denggue, she couldn’t sleep and she taught of all kind of ways to make me eat and she even drove me to a very far clinic everyday to get a jab just because I couldn’t recover from seeing 4 different doctor. sigh, sometimes talking about these stuff really make me wanna cry. wanted to say more, but I guess it’ll be all me me me me me. =P. and although I am a little more free now, but I’m still in the middle of exams ok!!

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OK NEXTTT!!!! me, Simon, Karena and the others went to watch EAGLE EYE! very nice ok, go watch it if you like excitement. =3. aiya just watch only la. if regret also regret 1 hour and 10 ringgit only. =P. but Jamie recommended. wont regret oneee. =P.

so here’s camho thee queen! go click on her link on my blogroll, don come asking me to intro intro. =P.

she will camho in any possible place that has a mirror, even the toilet/black glass. hahahahaha.

hahah, and look who’s camwhoring!!!!! =P.

@ dragon-i. the food normal normal la. not to say fantastic imo, but damn famous, dunno why. the drink is good though. =D. HEALTHYYY!!!!!! (shashh, I know I am a health freak, and fyi, I had KFC yesterdayyyyy! )

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and some pictures that I took which I find nice!

HAHAHA look so alike right???? =P. Jordan must be mad that I made him show his teeth, just like that squishy wieshie! but it’s damn cute righttttt. =D=D.

and the FOC model that always looked good. and for his fans, here’s another fan pic for you to add in your collection! =D.

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and of course I won’t miss out my own pixxies. =P.

I am no-good in no smiling. sighhhh. but at least this one REALLY looked more emo. me not smiling in a picture weh! rare case! (Marc, THIS IS ANOTHER ANOTHER ANGLE! =D. happppyyyy? haha)

and my current DP which I really like, the lens flare is totally ORIGINAL OKAY! lucky me! finally get to get a picture with lens flare, I remember the other time I snapped more than 20 pictures with a friends shining the lens to the sun trying to get the lens flare, but what we got is……. totally disappointing =(. okay, I shall apply lip gloss more. haha.

should be writing this after the 4 days of crazily stressful exams, but for it, I am WRITING! =D. though a short one, BUT I NEED to because somebody told me half the tix are gone. =X.

I don’t know much about the new Nokia XpressMusic, but I’ve always loved Nokia phones because it’s so user friendly and it has less problems compared to other phones. that is why, my sister stole my Nokia phone and gave me her NEW Sony Ericson instead. =X. although I’m satisfied with my Sony Ericson, I STILL prefer my old Nokia, even if it’s a 2 years ago model. =P. so Halloween with Nokia? no doubt that it’s going to be fun. =D.

as everybody might know, there isn’t much celebrations for Halloween in Malaysia compared to the other countries. and it so happens to be that Nuffnang would be having a party for this coming halloween! I really don’t want to miss this oppurtunity because I find it really really rare, though there would be some in clubs and so, but I am UNDERAGE. and the reason why I want to attend this party is because.. really ambarassing but..

I’VE NEVER BEEN TO A HALLOWEEN PARTY. and this would be my first!

and with Nuffnang, I bet the party’s gonna be really exciting. =P. and also, the word “Silent” in the “Silent Party” does mean that we’ll go all spooky and also, it’s special! really can’t wait.

and without knowing how I should look like for this halloween, I tought of having photoshop to help me. and due to the lack of time, I made something like this with only TWO tool, from the same button. =D. guess it! the wonders of photoshop~

and here I bring to you..

a chinese female vampire. =P. scary isn’t she? =P.

I REALLY NEED TO STUDY NOW, actually sleep, so I have a fresher brain to study tomorrow. BYE!

p.s. I got so much to talk about! Eagle Eye, my band mates, so so so so so much. but TIME! T_T”. no worries because I’d totally be blogging day and night when I’m off to China. =3.

I’ve ALWAYS heard of it. and I’ve ALWAYS wanted to try it. but too bad for this time, I went there with my stomach quite filled. and in addition to make my belly go bigger  burn time, we went apartments for desserts! *sorry about not remembering to take much pictures of the restaurant, was in quite of a rush. =X* only tried to dish, and guess what, two random dishes made me want to go back there to try every single thing in the shop, although Simon says the ice lemon tea sucks. I am allergic to tea, so hahahahaha. I can’t judge. =D.

ha! very homey feeling right =X. okay, I had more pictures, but it isn’t clear. next time, next time, I’m really sure there will be a next time, because it’s food is SO GOOD. plus, their waiters are really friendly too. just maybe the price will be a little “nice”. but I think it’s totally worth it for a once-in-a-while indulgence.

something I got from shoes obsessionz, Sungei Wang, AND IT IS TOTALLY WORTH IT. why? because I had it in 50%. and this is the last pair, and it’s the only size of course, and it fit perfectly well! gorgeous. I KNOW RIGHT! my first pumps, seriously, so I am really really proud of it! WUAHAHAHA. *a new start for shoes collection, oh goodness.*

our mango duck salad! or is it something like that, as I know, it has duck meat, mango and some random vege that I’ll never put into my mouth. I was a little shocked with the combination, but guess what, IT’S REALLY GOOD ALL TOGEHTER. never ever only eat the vege if you order this, because in my opinion, it has a weird bitter taste, but if you eat it together with the duck meat and mango, FIREWORKS! just like how the rat in ratatouille described. =D. costs around ar.. 20 bucks? =P.

because of the very very high price, and also because I am allergic to most of the drinks, except juices. we had ice water, which isn’t just ice and water.

and…. *drums roll! *

something really really good

which I will DEFINITELY have the next time I go back there

LIKE SERIOUSLYYY.

and it is..

BAKED CHOCOLATE! which comes with vanilla ice cream that totally matches its taste. <3 <3 <3. guys, bring your girlfriend for this, she’ll definitely love it ^^v. it’s totally like soft creamy chocolate baked by the side, and inside its still moussy and all. it’s REALLY REALLY good. and it’s something you’d get below RM15. so why not? =3.

and finally a picture of us! Alex and I, GUESS HIS AGE! many thinks that he’s 16 though. ahhahaha. which I think is funny because literally people think that I am older looking. =X. anyway, a really great friend he is.

I need braces. jeez.

and a new lens.

I WANT TO SLEEP!

BYE!

although I seem like a very racist person, which I am quite, but I DO have good friends of other races. I am even racist towards some of my own race, hmm.. I guess I should call myself groupist. hahaha. as in for my dislike for certain groups of people with their own creative “style” of talking and so on. but I can tell you, most malay people are DAMN friendly! they’d totally treat their guests nicely. really! and also, they can really really cook. *winks winks, Fiq! your rendang rocks everybody’s socks!*. and yes, the handsome guy above which looks a little like the angkasawan guy is Afiq, and HIS RENDANG IS SERIOUS SEDAP! (delicious!). and, that’s his grandmother’s house.

and to be honest, living in Malaysia for now, a little more than 16 years, I do NOT know how to really eat malay food. not like I am not hungry for my country’s own food or something, but like for example, if you order a plate of nasi lemak or nasi rendang, they’ll give you everything inside, mixed well and all you have to do is just to stuff it inside your tiny little mouth. until now, I think all I remember is just to mix ketupat with anything spicy =X. and its great! =D. and for foreigners thats planing to visit Malaysia, TRY RENDANG! (current fav Malay food =X. it’s usually beef. or it’s always beef. I don’t know.)

very good example of our cultural traditional malay outfit. the Baju Kurung and Baju Melayu. I never looked good in dark eye catching blue, in fact, I don’t like wearing blue, I don’t think I even have a all-blue shirt in my entire closet. BUT, my mom forced me to wear it, and I can never not obey. she says that it’s more fun if I wear it, so I wan’t everybody to come with cheong sam (for the girls) and the funny looking round chinese hat (for guys) during CNY ok! (talking of cheong sam, I DON’T HAVE ONE! ouch.)

the four three races of Malaysia. Korean might prolly be included too in 100 years time when Jang Hwan have lots of kids and grand children. haha. =P. but it’s already included in the Ampang area =D.

like many others who are Chinese, I’ve never been to a Hari Raya party before. SERIOUSSSSLY. this is my first, and absolutely not my last. RENDANNGGGGGGG!!!! (totally getting fat, although, already fat.) and maybe the next time I would appear in a more pretty baju kurung or some kebaya.

I have no comment about this picture. =X.

I know I look like some idiot but let me be. haha.

population in the picture..
Malay : 1
Chinese : 1
Indian : 1
Korean : 2?

haha, this is so Ampang. =P.

Fiq’s cousin commented that I look like a Korean!!! *totally cannot sleep tonight* I know I sounded so excited, because I am! but I know I don’t look like a Korean. pfft. but a white lie sometimes is really good. =D. wearing baju kurung makes me look Korean maybe? =O. but NO WAY that I am wearing a baju kurung out just like that for nothing. =X. although I just did for tuition. sigh.. the material is really comfortable actually. haha.

my sun seng nim! (means teacher in Korean). his Korean looks are really obvious. haha. and for the people from the west who commented that “all asians look the same”, well, there is actually quite a BIG difference. =P.

and to prove it what we all had fun, we HAD to get evidence in this way. =D=D=D.

that’s all!

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the House Bunny

GO WATCH THIS MOVIE! it’s like the BEST bimbotic movie I’ve ever watched. although not what I’d call “great movie”. but it’s really really funny. a must watch in my opinion, would be great for guys too *wink wink*, you’ll get it when you’ve watched it. hehe.

and more camho’s! camho’s is a must after a movie screening. taken during the screening of “the House Bunny” of nuffnang. thanks for the invite Alex! =D.

I AM SERIOSLY too sleepy to go on with my apartments experience, I shall post it someday later. =D. BYEEE. ^^v.