dermatitis, he said.
Wednesday, July 30th, 2008half way through bathing I saw some red dots in various sizes and colours on my arm and I was totally freaked out. I didn’t know what it was nor what caused it. I just know that I felt it quite itchy and rubbed on to it for just a little while in the morning in class and now, it became something I’ve never seen before. I know how mosquito bites are okay. I dragged my sister who is always in the “slow motion” mode to go to the clinic with me, and she, unwillingly went to the clinic with me. and her being unwilling is because once I thought my neck is bloated, maybe some not-so-serious kind of goitre (ok! FINE! goitre are for the older people. I KNOW!), so I went to the clinic with drops of sweat all over my face ;
Me : Doctor, I think my neck is bloated, is it some infection? *brain fully filled with curiosity*
Doctor : *touches my neck and clears his throat looking at me like he is looking at somebody fuzzy, which yes, he is.* It’s fats.
Me in mind : OH MY GOD WTH SO BLADEE PAISEH!#%^#*%#! but it is better than he saying ” it’s _____ infection “. thank goodness.
back to my story. so this time, I hope that it is not just because I scratched it too roughly; nor I hope it’s something infectious, chronic or something-that-will-worsen. and also my sister was putting her full attention in hearing what the doctor says hoping he will say ” it’s just because you scratched that insect bite too roughly and therefore there are rashes-like spots ” and burst out in pure laughter like how she and my mom did the other time about my neck. so what happened was ;
Me : Doctor, is these rashes *points at rashes* here caused by some infection or something??
Doctor : *touches my hand, touches more, and continue touching to feel if there are any bumps* hmm.. is it itchy?
Me : the big red spot there was itchy earlier this morning but not anymore now..
Doctor : seems like it is because your skin is very sensitive then, I’ll give you some medicine for it.
Me : *completely clueless* so is it just-nothing-much?
Doctor : yeah it is nothing much.
Me : so what exactly is it?
Doctor : it’s dermatitis.
Me in mind : ZOMG! IT SOUNDS TOTALLY SCARY!
Me : what is dermatitis?
Doctor : it’s skin problem, allergic etc.
Me in mind : s..k..i..n.. PROBLEMS. okay. *rolls eyes*
sound more like a boring and lame interview, I know right.
so here’s a picture of it, the rashes on my arm which just suddenly pops out, and as I remembered, I REALLY JUST RUBBED ONTO IT SOFTLY!

it doesn’t look so bad in the picture, but in reality it scares quite much. gosh, get well soon Jamie. =(.

I have deeper eye bags now, stupid exams! me posing with my sister’s graduation flowers;
I am so so so jealous, I’ve never received a bouquet of flowers ever before. but not like totally nothing, I did receive a single white rose back in Form 1, and a red one in Form 2 BUT STILL! it’s just two.
flowers, in my opinion are quite a waste of money, but spending some extra cash to see that big smile on a girls face once in a while, isn’t it worth it? if you’re not rich, getting it often is really a waste of money, but not even occasionally? please-larh. a guy whom buys a single flower every time he dates a girl would be super ideal. to me at least. and also, tastes in picking flowers are as important as buying it or not. nowadays they have roses dyed in blue, purple or orange, which looks totally unattractive to attract people by thinking it’s something “new”. I’d rather have a chrysanthemum flower rather than a fake and dull looking dyed-rose. okay-larh I know I shouldn’t get this because nobody even gave me a bouquet of the tiny flowers that grew by the side of the streets. why am I talking about flowers?! I should stop! =D. toodles. exams again.. how to memorize bio formula’s on the next post! =)





































