yesterday somebody I know said “guys treasures girls whom are hard to get more”. and I think that it is REALLY STUPID. for my age, seriously, having a boyfriend or not is not important, and the best is not to. but when it comes to this topic, I really hate it when people THINKS that girls whom are hard to get are better. ain’t love about.. LOVE? about the feelings? about how compatible you are, about how comfortable you feel when you’re with that person? it ain’t about “oh you don’t want me, I like you even more”. it’s about “so you like me too, it’s fate!

can’t some people just realize how lucky it is for somebody you really like to like you back? it’s not only about who’s hot and who’s not. it’s about compatibility. as long as that person fulfills your requirement like not too ugly, not too fat, not too skinny and they’re very compatible with you, more like soul mates, then congratulations, you’ve found the one. but if you kept thinking “gosh, she’s so easy to get, cheapo.” then I guess you’re just another sick uncivilized barbarian. can you try to define cheap? easy to get doesn’t mean that they are cheap, because if that one person you like likes you back, I don’t see why there is a need to slow down the whole process and play hard to get. what cheap girls is to me are those who goes clubbing, meeting anonymous and having a one night stand with them after clubbing, more like sleeping with a different guy everyday, which is sick.

I don’t see why so many people go clubbing anyway, it’s all smoky. I hate smokes, it makes me sick, I’m kinda allergic to it. and also, it’s more like a waste of money. going occasionally would be alright, but not often of course.

okay back to the topic. SO some of you think that if that girl is easy to get then she will probably get dumped? if that guy she like only treasure girls that are hard to get then that guy is 100% not suitable for her. because the guy doesn’t love her for her, he just love to have flings. and girls, these type of people is not worth your time at all. don’t any of you agree with me? those guys who like hard-to-get girls are just arseholes who think that they’re the king of the world. like they are worth liking for.the sea is filled with fishes, and arrogant (those who thinks all girls loveee them) ones are just some infected fish. =)

reach a point where you’re so frustrated you think you can squeeze a rock?

I think I’m at that point now. I don’t actually study at home, you can see me ONLINE whenever you’re on, I don’t exercise more than once in a month, I often do my homework last minute, I love shopping, lots. such a care free life, being lazy and all, you might think.

BUT

you don’t know what’s behind the scene! firstly, I have so many tuitions that made me want to relax whenever I have my very own free time. then, relax = online, online = relax. exercise, what can I do? being a puteri lilin means no exposure to the sun for long hours, doing evening walk alone looks crazy, I am normal, so I NEED SOMEBODY TO WALK WITH ME! I have a bad memory, that is whyyy, if I remember to do it, it’s considered quite good. now you all know why I have a day planner for, but even with it, I still forget stuff sometimes.
shopping = happy.
no money = no shopping.
current status : very no money.
average status : no money.
model status : got a little money.
got a little money = buy clothes.
buy clothes = shopping.

conclusion, all I need now is some clothes to build a hill to sleep on it.

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thats actually what I wrote yesterday and is too lazy to complete it. BUT I’M HAPPY TODAY ALRIGHT! I am so happy I could fly. you can say that it’s a sad day too.. well. read on. =D

firsly, the happy news <3.

I FINALLY GOT MY CLAVINOVA!!!!!!!!! I dare to admit that it’s just a second hand (it’s always brand new looking and a lot cheaper). since I’m young my mom never ever ever approved of me playing any instruments because my cousin got his diploma and abandoned his skills to open a restaurant (which is now successful) instead. another reason she gave is that learning piano is expensive and working in the music instrument industry, never gets a high salary. BUT I STILL LIKE IT! after so many years of persuading her she finally let me learn it, but the clavinova of course, I got to buy it myself since she still doesn’t like instruments. but whatever it is, I’M HAPPY! even my sister can spend her free time learning it too hehe.

I know you’re thinking that I’m too old for it and it’ll take a long time for me to get used to it. >=(. but wait and see! =P.

it’s so pretty!! xD. <3. goes well with my living room too hehe. although it’s not as good as a up right piano, but still, I think that its more fun to play with, like all the tones they have, so cute =P.

tada! the voices. grand piano is wonderful, electric piano is cute, strings are awesome, choir is..choir, guitar rocks. =P. these voices are sooo fun to play with. can’t wait till I’m good at it! xD. if you play the wedding march with the church organ voice, it really sounds like the one you hear on tv. =D.

what’s good is.. there’s a metronome!

purposely don’t want to show you my face, just had another facial today, my face is red and bulky. =P. admire my hair-lah okay? haha.

I wan’t this! Baldwin’s (not Baldwin Chua haha) The Princess! white grand piano with pink flats and sharps. so cool right? totally beautiful, what Jamie wants! and of course it’s bloody expensive. it’s still so sweet <3.

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MUST TRY! Tao Kae Noi’s Japanese crispy seaweed in wasabi flavour!! total ICIBAN! product of Thailand I think

where to buy? : I think most places sells it, but I bought it from Singapore. and I also bought another one in Jusco, 1 Utama.

tips : 1 pack is never enough. =). at least 3.

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okay, NOW, comes to the bad news.

today,

while I was doing my work for the competition thingy,

I rushed and rushed so I could get the 3rd poster finished.

and

trying to rush = even more rush

I,

ended up,

SPILLING the paint all over my shirt, skirt and shoes.

great.

see me in orange shoes tomorrow friends. =(.

this is how it looks after it’s washed. and this is only the top. =(, bottom worst, but at least bottom can use clorox =D. looks like it won’t seem to come out T_T. stupid poster colour, they should have just call it colour dye instead. grhh.

CSI, they’re actually people that I admire a lot, they are really brave people. from watching the American show CSI and Forensic Heroes of Hong Kong, I already thought that it’s an really cool job. although being one won’t make them a multi millionaire, but they’re at least doing something to help other people, not just people who does something that harms people and the environment which are making loads of money. they are actually people that works behind the scene which mean you can’t see how they help and how much they risks their health (sometimes the place have virus/bacteria etc.) to help the people. until today, I only know what CSI stands for, Crime Scene Investigation! but seriously, to be able to do this job, you gotta have the guts for it. I might just faint if I see too much blood. =/. so, conclusion, scardie cats like me are not suitable to be one =P.

today, me and some of my schoolmates with a teacher went to interview/visit/whatever you call it to the forensic lab. DAMN COOL OK! they showed us many kind of stuff and can you believe it, our small chili padi shaped little country on the globe has 200+ VIP human-killing crimes every year! *which means, non-VIP people not counted!* our country is not even as big as a state in America if I’m not mistaken. I already consider myself very lucky to get to go among sooo many students. great experience. and theres a lot of nightmare pictures too. soooo……… err. haha.

the police academy! it reminds me of some rich man’s mansion haha. =P.

and there’s CY, Suze, me and Kaye outside! TO PROVE I WAS HERE! where’s Sandy?!

and I can imitate peoples writings ^^v.

actually we took super many pictures, but then due to don’t know if I can post a not, so I didn’t haha.

this post is really just <—-this short—-> update later! btw, CLAVI BABY COMIN ON MONDAY! <3 thats unless if it has problems I can return it haha. =D. and my family doesn’t like music instruments. just because my cousin got his diploma and now he is doing business, not music. pfft. I learn for interests!

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PS : HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WAI HAN MY BESTIE!

muahs! <3.

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watch it and NEVER regret it. believe me, I give a 9 out of 10 for this movie. it’s great! it’s the laugh-all-the-way kind of movie. and if you’re only into science fiction? go away! I want to buy this movie, I WANT! it’s really really nice. everybody gotta watch it! =P no kidding. hehe.

it’s about this guy who’s a playboy and found out that he actually loves his best friend the most, and when he is just about to confess, his best friend came with her new boyfriend and fiance who is absolutely perfect. so.. it goes on, spoilers spoil the movie, SO GO WATCH IT! highly recommended. *Jamie’s two thumbs up*

the casts are Patrick Dempsy and Michelle Monaghan. Patrick Dempsy as in the guy whom acted in Enchanted and Michelle Monaghan whom also acted in Mission Impossible III as Tom Cruise’s wife and also in The Heartbreak Kid (this movie totally sucks. don’t watch it!) as the ideal girl. whatever it is, just watch it okay?!

OKAYY

first off. me and my sis went to the food court to eat waffle, and trust me, waffle is best with honey, ALL THE TIME. then there is this person who is asking us to donate money to the poor deformed kids and he actually thought we’re foreigners. hahahaha. as in hongkies. @_@.

then later, we (as in Jeannie, Lisa and Kimberly) went to Bar.B.Q Plaza for dinner. at first I thought it’s just normal BBQ and steamboat and nothing much. but Kimmy said that it’s damn damn nice, so ok lo, we went to try it. and it turned out to be.. SUPER NICE!

<< remember this logo. =D. there’s one in Sunway Pyramid too.

the best few dishes is the KING FISH! or some people call it oil fish, or whatever it is, it is white, sweet and juicy <3. then there are the beef, pork, chicken. <3 <3. and the best thing of all is the sauce. you must really mix it to suit your taste =P. if you like it hot, go ask them for more chili padi’s.

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lots of LIME (forgotten to take a picture of it, sorry T_T)

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TADAHH!!

super yummy sauce. to me, the spicier the better kekeke.

BBQ on top and steamboat by the side, good idea huh =P

the smoke looks like something creepy somehow in the picture. haha.

after dinner we went to have desserts at a place which serves normal-tasting-desserts-and-I’m-not-telling-you then to TGV.

so many bloggers X_X. 200+! can you believe it?! lots of cute guys but paiseh wanna ask them for a picture T_T. sobs. I hope the cute guys will go for the next event =D. (sigh, I know they’re all too old for me hahaha. don’t take it serious =P)

Josh Lim! the Director of Advertlets. and my sis, Jeannie.

Baldwin and Leonard. they look so alike! brothers-mah ^^.

and here’s Jason the 12 year old aka Smashpop (so flowery his nickname =P). why he so tall wan? =( I want to be taller sigh.

and there is DANIEL!!

Kimmy, me, Ras Angela (miss pacific something, don’t remember, but she won!), Alea, Jeannie.

me, Alea, Kimmy, Jeannie, Lisa.

I’m so much darker T_T. so ugly. I NEED WHITENING LOTION!!

at least I still look normal beside dark people /gg. *I love teasing uncle Josh*

David Lai! the very pro magician in Malaysia. will always be very impressed by what he can do =P. I am so amazed by that fork and spoon or any metal thingy bending thingy which he can bend it by just looking at it. even ME, cheating by using my full strength to TRY and bend it, I can’t seem to even bend 1mm. T_T. whatever it is, HE IS PRO.

a picture of somebody who set up my blog =D. Wilson Chang. he provides all kinda services like helping you out in codes, so if you want to set a website, he is the best choice! =P.

a new friend I got to know, Darren!

gotta go out now, sis got a very quite satisfying result, so going out to celebrate it now. will tag the people on top later! sorry! ciao!

TODAY THE TEACHER DAMN FUNNY LO.

she said that the girls who ties their hair with the big clip looks like aunties who are going to the market and it looks hedious saying that we will get penalty points if we tie our hair like that. then as I look to the right, I saw one of the teachers tying her hair like that. and I just laughed my buttocks off with Kaye.

another thing is, there is another teacher who PULLED my friends hair saying that ” people who are not disciplined won’t excel in their studies “. HECK! my friend is one of the smartest girl in form four. so it DOES prove that having messy hair means not disciplined. *blehs*. but I still feel that the teacher is too much buy DRAGGING her hair. like she have no respect for the young students. total disgrace to the female race. pfft.

okay back to topic.

today I made sushi, for dinner and also especially for Xun Hao for thanking him to er, make me my first hand made card. as in me, receiving a raw true real original card totally handmade.

and.. it was my first time trying to make sushi with other materials such as crab stick, ebiko and tuna. it isn’t so easy.

jang jang jang! my first try. look damn ugly. feels kinda yuck too. sigh. but I will do better! T_T

anyway, lets jump to the result.

sushi’s I made! I know it look delicious *smiles widely*, but delicious or not ask Xun Hao lah. >_<

onigiri! isn’t it pretty? =P

okay, so that was the sushi I made. and next, my card.

firstly he gave me this.

looking at the title I thought that there were something really cute inside.

and even the back is all inked too. =O

so I flipped it open.

and to my disappointment it’s really BLANK. gosh. I was so mad.

then later on he said ” no la no la, got another one, see, I made you two! ”

and it looked like this..

nice hor?! really better than a 3 year old =P. got fate in drawing! =D

and finally a filled card! very nice of him to draw a shytcake and also a cow-lion. but actually overall it’s really creative, and I’m jealous. I should do an all season card like this too. but of course, NICER! ^^

ps : thanks uncle Patrick!

=P short post only, tomorrow’s the Made of Honour screening!! I CAN’T WAIT! tatahs!

 
my love <3

after looking for it for quite some while, I FINALLY HAVE IT FOR MY OWN! wahahaha.

just now, unbelievably I went to my neighbour UTAR student and pressed on his bell.

and I asked him for that very cute wallpaper.

at first they looked at me thinking if I wanted something.

then I weirdly spoked mandarin and he shut the door.

I rang his bell again.

he opened the door, again, looking rather annoyed.

I spoke in malay since this is Malaysia and everybody understands it in Malaysia.

” bolehkah saya pinjam laptop awak sekajap? ”

my BM is “quite” weak.

he slammed closed the door again.

I rang his door bell again and again.

and he opened the door again and shouted at me

I spoke in English this time.

” I love the wallpaper on your computer, can I have it? please? ”

that guy looked at me and stoned for a few seconds. then he laughed.

” sure of course! ”

end of story.

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ok?!

=P

actually Chia Chia recognized this anime character and she said it’s from an anime called Lucky Star, so I went and google it and got it! <3 at long last, I got what I want!

click on the picture for the bigger size!

and tell me if a Clavinova is worth it for a pice of RM1800 for a second hand. =)