ANGRY ANGRY POST.

there are MANY MANY MANY kinds of people around, it’s true. but when the person you thought was okay isn’t, it’s bloody scary.

not long ago I came back from national service. and I met some really nice people over there. I thought to myself that I should get rid of my snobbish attitude of picking friends that are similar to myself only (doesn’t wear colorful clothes or the 20s as casual wear) which is very bad. so I decided on being very friendly to everybody I know in NS. perhaps I am wrong about what I thought. I met these few people, they were alright, but one of them isn’t. it is a guy, average looking and perhaps from a group that were not concerned about their education. I was going to leave so I thought it’d be okay to give him my contact number as he lives pretty far from me, another state. (and I am pretty sure that he won’t contact me after that, unless he comes to KL.)

I was very sick before and after I got home from NS, and he called me EVERYDAY via public phone (crazily expensive, money suckers) and I thought it was STILL alright since I was sick, he was just asking me how was I. but it went on for a WEEK. I felt mean for saying this but I was really annoyed. I hate talking on the phone especially when I have nothing to say. so I got out my guts and told him to not call me because my phone have high radiation (which is true). SO ALRIGHT, he sms me. I don’t reply most of the time and he will continue smsing me with DISGUSTING TEXTS calling me “bb/baby” WHAT THE HECK? when he started using those unbearably disgusting texts I felt that there’s something REALLY WRONG and so I ignored him totally.

but the bloody texts still comes in. and until today, I received a message saying something even more DISGUSTING. the text goes something like this :

when I see you, I am scared (actually he had a plentiful of grammar mistakes but I’ll correct it) to talk to you, when I talk to you I am scared to kiss you, when I kiss you (since when?! NOT EVEN IN HIS DREAMS) I am scared to love you and now that I have love you I am scared to lose you.. (yes it ends with two dots. emo text. ew emo text.)

I was flushed with full anger when I read his horrible text message and I wanted to kick him at the balls that very second except I couldn’t. I BEH TAHAN and I sent him a ” WTF?” in full text. it’s my first time using it since I remember, really. and I couldn’t type it full; I inverted the U and C. and then he kept replying. and what heck, he replied like as if he is an innocent little girl who doesn’t know what the fish I am talking about. and then his next text, he wrote something like ” why you send me bad word one?” something like that larh. IT’S SO DISGUSTING I AM FEELING CRAZILY DISGUSTED SERIOUSLY. I just wonder if he doesn’t think it is disgusting. I AM NOT EVEN HIS BEST FRIEND, HOW DARE HE TREAT ME LIKE HIS GIRLFRIEND. and I would hate it if my bf calls me BB, it’s the most insulting way. calling your girlfriend black berry. HMPH.

okay I kid, but BB is the most cinapek way to address your girlfriend in my opinion. (the truth is, I hadn’t had any comments on people calling their gf BB until this bloody guy calls me this. it was instant disgust-ion. created a new word again.)

I did not bother to reply and for now, I just want to bar him from contacting me. anybody have an idea how? changing my number would be the last idea, because I’ve been using my number for 7 years now.

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lesson learned : NEVER EVER GIVE YOUR MOBILE NUMBER TO SOMEBODY YOU KNOW FOR A FEW DAYS. at least a month. pfft.

also, people from NS might always seem nicer because they all wear the same as you. and especially guys, they are all bald so most of them look like a good boy. but don’t get deceived like I did.

DISGUSTING DISGUSTING DISGUSTING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!