the fact is that, YES I RANT A LOT

I rant when I cannot study,
I rant when I feel jealous,
I rant when I fall,
I rant when I did mistakes,
I rant because I just want to rant.

oh right, I also rant when I see people dressing ugly to a nice place. =D.

okay I want to yell ” I AM REALLY TIRED T_T.” with the tee-underscore-tee alright! I am just sitting at home googling and youtubing (Swedish songs. to my surprise, and yours.) whenever I am free and I’ve got really nothing much to tell. I am sitting for my bio paper 1 tomorrow and I am scared seriously because this (bio 2 and 3) is the utmost difficult bio paper I’ve ever sat for in my whole bio history.

so yeah, now I am ranting because I am lazy.

I am just so scared, will failing the papers make me a failure in life?
SPM IS VERY IMPORTANT! people say.
SPM is nothing more people say.

but I am still scared lah ugh. Malaysians are very very evil you know, if you scored bad grades our typical Malaysian mind will automatically think of the word stupid. and why does so many people of my year have to be so incredulously smart?! bringing the graph up only, can we like all agree to do only half of the paper so our burdens will go down and the graph will also go down? just kidding. =P.

ranting again because other people are smarter, jealousy.

college is another matter, I cannot believe that I am going to college I still want to be a kid. I love being a kid. I enjoy sneaking into the 18SG movies and not get caught because my looks can deceive them. I enjoyed the trill zomg. actually I reckon that 18SG should only be applied to guys as girls, scientifically are more mature mentally.

ranting because I think cinema’s ain’t that fair.

craving to go take some good pictures and have a little fun with my camera, eg : camwhoring HAHA.

my facebook display picture currently because I like it even though I look a little (actually quite) weird. took it a few days ago halfway being stressed until I think my skin feels like crocodile’s skin; pointy and not nice to touch. and actually I am quite flexible with my time but I just do a lot of last minute work. T_T.

procrastination is the theif of time, the english essay topic. I did not pick it. you know why. *winks*

PS : having a week of RAYA HOLIDAYS starting from THIS FRIDAY! <3. and, people go to Sunway on Mon to see a (big) group of teens wearing the same shirt telling you we love world peace. =D. the point is to tell people something by wearing the shirt. =)).

I disappeared from school for 2 days, hid myself at home for 3 days without stepping out of the door, what am I doing?

can Jamie possibly be studying?

NO!

she was sick (actually still sick) and yeah, that’s about it.

the cough medicine and the flu medicine have been driving me crazy. I took it today too and I am dozing off really soon. I have been sleeping endlessly for 3 whole days and I often wake up at 4am. my time is all jumbled up! and the process is atrocious. I tried to sauna myself under my blanket and changed my pyjamas for 4 times in 1 night (due to the grossy sweat). I couldn’t move much, I coudn’t even walk with strength. I thought I was going to starve myself and end up suffering from anorexia. thank goodness friends and neighbours brought me food. then I felt better, I went to the toilet gleefully and caught a glimpse of my pale face on the mirror and I kind of, stopped being gleeful? until I see stars and ran back to my bed, and continue sleeping for the entire day. nothing seems to be quite yummy (it is excruciating enough, not to feel that food is good.) and I was actually hoping to lose some weight.

and,

guess what.

I am still so heavy T_T.

k thx bai.

okay I still don’t want to abandon my blog just yet. I cannot believe it that it’ll be over so soon; 6 months.

I am still afraid to go take my driving test. I am not ready to get over this phobia.

never mind lets continue.

I really do wonder, after this, what’s next? I won’t be seeing these faces so often again. I won’t be having such difficult teachers. when they are no longer in my everyday life, will I miss them? friends I guess I would but teachers *coughs* maybe two or three. I am told that my life now is still very easy but whenever I think about my exams I will feel like a monkey trapped in a dog cage. if this is easy, I don’t think I can be independent at all in the future. luckily I still have my sis to agree with me that form 5 life is the most difficult. cutting down half a year of entertainment is the hardest task. but I still got to live through it I know!

I don’t like long draggy posts, especially when I am uninteresting ahha.

so here I am blogging just to tell you I am not so dead yet. =P.

the infamous constipated look! I just want to show you my current stressed face *cough cough* which is also my no make up face *chokes*. people told me that I look very different when I tie my hair up, no? maybe younger? =D=D! it’s natural to get sick of looking mature all the time =P.

Suze and Yernie.

#1 they make me laugh.
#2 they teach me my homeworks.
#3 they’re sampat.

my big head small body idea for the school’s magazine. well er, it looks a little weird >_<”.

when 3 sampat people go together, this will happen.

Suze’s idea, for opening our eyes to the max. and I won for the biggest eyes. >=)!

but sadly, those two villains beside me are jealous, so they decided to..

CHEAT! but thank goodness Jamie *coughs* Almighty still won! =D. hahahhaa serves them right for cheating! =P. jokingggg!

get speechless. I don’t care =P.

the normal, the weird and the wink.

I need to SERIOUSLY stop being online. time’s like diamonds now! =D.

I can barely breathe, to think that it hadn’t started but it did.

I am crushed, pathethic and lazy — curently. so much work to do, so many subjects to catch up with. I wonder, how am I suppose to fit all of it in my tiny brain. I feel like I am DYING, more like drowning myself in the pile of books untouched. what do I want? what am I aiming for? why the HECK did I DECIDE to take THIS many subjects? I am the killer of me. wrong decisions. ALL WRONG!

UGH. life’s never been this tough.

a solution and needed, and since it is too late to drop any subjects, I will stick to studying. I am here to say that I will blog LESSER and, online lesser, have fun lesser, go out lesser and CONCENTRATE. I cannot afford to slack around like this anymore. I JUST CAN’T.

I’ve got to redo my art work AGAIN and I have tonnes more to do. stuck in Nutrition of Bio. starting to HATE Physics again. totally forgotten about Add Maths. and the other subjects isn’t better off.

I need somebody to teach me accounts personally =/. okay, thanks bye.

because I have TOO MANY pictures. so for friends who want to get the pictures, go look at all the camwhore pictures on facebook because I have around 5 whole albums of it! =D.

my white chocolate cake! called the Fair Lady I think. I love the name anyway, love the outlook eventhough it is not very photogenic but it’s really damn pretty <3. I know you are jealous but I couldn’t help it =P.

them singing my birthday song in KOREAN! Chee Yern actually typed it in her phone because she couldn’t remember the lyrics! they kind of converted the korean song to the english one at the end later on >_>”. BUT I am happy still! =P.

and like Joseph, I spot something too!!!! hahaha.

HAHAHHA Chee Yern is my favourite for all sort of faces. she usually does funny faces on PURPOSE OK!

only Yernny dressed according to the rules that SHE created. which are.. white shirt and pink bra. HAHAH. ok but I am still glad that everybody wore white =D!

the WHITE gang! <3. love you guys.

white gang doing the Jamie Liew pose hahahaha. I seriously don’t know how this pose came about but whenever I want something I will do that. AHHAHA.

and something more casual =D. thanks for coming everyone! and BOO HOO to those who left early you didn’t get to try my FABULOUS CAKE! =P.

AND THEN because my house is too tiny and there are too many people I had to divide my friends into GROUPS!

the blogger gang 1 Zoe, Simon and Sandra. =D. and here’s the variety of colour. nothing else more!

GIRLS!

Sungai Long gang =D. Evonne, Sheena, Sam, Benjamin, Sandra, Kaye, Suze and Yernny.

CAMERA CREW!! okay so these were the few that went around taking pictures of people and er, barely of themselves! Joseph. William, Tockie and Jeffro =D.

then, we have the BLOGGERS GANGGG 2! doing the poker face. Jeffro’s poker face is so…… crazy frog. =O!!!

Sandra, Anne, Yee Cow, Joseph, Tockie and Jeffro.

and the…. hamsup face. which totally exclude the very blur ZOE!

the only two who wore pink– because I thought some people would have no white clothes at home ahaha. =P.

my best friend is the skinniest person in the school. she’s basically anaeroxic and I am jealous.

the Sri Garden gang! which of course including the ex students. =D. my most lovable band too (wish Peter is here though T_T!) they sing great songs eventhough not professional, and they are named the Childhood Dreamers =D.

starting from top left : Wei Lip, Alex (he is so good looking I heard he have a fan club in school!), little Nick, Jordan (having quite some fans too HAHAH), Afiq and Jonathan.

thank you mommy for preparing everything since er… 7 am @@”. so better appreciate all the food you guys! =3.

it means Je-I-Mi, =).

the Band and little Nick looking like Humpty Dumpty!

HAH! I look not bad on TV RIGHT! okay just kidding this one is the video cam thingy =D. quite cool eh? =D.

HAAHAH. no comment.

SCANDALOUS!

the two that disappeared halfway during the party! >=(. Wee Lee and Keat Ming.

and ready for some sampattings?

HAH! I told you I would totally post it. and you didn’t stop me =3.

this is Tan Yee Cow. and only I can call him Yee Cow because I bought him a COW shirt. =O.

okay I am not so evil I shall show people your better face. =P.

ps : my face isn’t so PHOTOSTATTED OK! =D!

and Jamie is vengeful. this is the revenge for him always pinching my very pinchable nose. T_T.

GET JEALOUS! (again) I don’t care! =P. and one of my gifts are…

zomg did I just wear a bra outside? >_<” this have always been Patricks idea. because SUPERMAN wears his underwear outside and he is famous? HAHAHAHA. =P. Sandra Wong’s idea for the hair flipping thing LOL. =P. made the picture smaller so I will look er, not so awkward. heeeee.

and then after all that and most people went home while around 10 more stays until 4am, DRINKING. eventually I kind of got tipsy. =X. I AM DRINKING WITH PARENTAL GUIDANCE! >=).

one of my drunk face. with Joseph who is er, equally tipsy.

another prove.

I DO NOT LOOK LIKE THAT REALLY! Zoe’s camera disguised me! T_T.

FINALLY! my post will have to come to an end. won’t be blogging so often already I guess, exams! and that excessive TUITION of mine is really bothering me. =/. and, my exams are just around the corner oh no!

there are still the gifts! wondering if I should post it up. =O.

last Friday. =D.

I AM NOT SEVENTEEN YET!

a few more days to go =D. I am born on mothers day! but since mothers day changes every year, this year it isn’t on the exact day of mothers day, instead, it is one day earlier. =D! I prefer being sixteen I don’t know why. maybe because it sounds better =/. and why do I have exams near my birthday everytime it is so not fair pfft.

my white party where I will only allow everybody to either wear white (or pink) where I will wear something else =D.

my first camwhore =O. MrHumble bought me this dress for my birthday! I LOVE IT. okay I really got to say that he’ve got some better taste than me in clothing *sobs*. but THANKS! I appreciate it a lot =).

Sandra LEE is my best friend. she have the longest eyelash I’ve ever seen attached to ones eyes. it’s around 1cm ++ OKAY! we kind of measured it =X. she basically knows everything about me so she’s kind of the walking encyclopedia of Jamie Liew =D! and.

I LOVE HER! <3.

=D. another random camwhore heeee.

Azim is really sweet, he came here for a few hours eventhough he had to leave straight for Australia from MY HOUSE! appreciate it that he made such an effort, I really wonder if he had fun but I sincerely hope that he did! =D.

William Soo is my sister’s best friend. you would just not believe what he gave me. that is like one of my biggest surprise for this party! maybe because it is pre-ordered, maybe because it is so pretty, but in any way, I LOVE IT! THANKS! will show you later on in my next post =P.

TOCKIE!! the biggest sweetheart of all times. =D. he brought his Nintendo Wii over and it got me so addicted to it, seriously it is like one of the most addictive game ever! I especially like the American Idol one HAHAHAHA. =X.

my 2 years-no-see friend, Adam Ch’ng Shun Yong. when we were young, he is a little shorter than me, and 2 years ago when he came for my form 3 birthday party, we’re the same height! and look at what happened now! T_T. congrats for scoring straight A’s! =3. and I am glad you came even it is just for 15 minutes =D!!!!

another evidence for my statement ” Sandra WONG is the COOLEST person! ” you just got to love her angles. and her nice and fun personality and all =3. she’s one of the few that stayed until 4am in the morning oh gosh it is just too fun having a party with her <3.

here’s Mr Gary Gah Ley. we kind of formed some few really cool names together when we were getting sampat one day. he kept calling me Jah Meh and when we combine our names stuff like GahJah, JahGah, GahMeh, MehLey came out! but I still prefer GahJah. so whenever we are together, we call ourselves the GAHJAHS! =D. okay, lame. I KNOW!

THIS would be the Sri Garden gang. to be honest, there are more people from Sri Garden than my own school =O. I know it is weird but it is trueeeeee! I am just not so close with my schoolmates, and most of them I invited FFK-ed me! =/. but I am really glad that they came! they don’t exactly live NEAR me you know =X.

Chee Yern is sunburned! that is WHY, SHE SHOULD STOP VOLLEYBALL! agree people? YES. I love her a lot because she’s the funniest person in my entire school. and also she’s the add maths pro that teaches me add maths everytime when I am lost. ain’t she kind? =/.

the food my mom spent 12 hours preparing! she woke up at 7 to prepare all these until 7pm! (oh yeah, supermarket is included hahaha). my mom is like the best party planner as of now. I THINK. because every dish cleared of entirely!

and her most popular salad that was gone in a while eventhough she prepared like A LOT. everybody love this, including me =D. my favourite salad, will come up with a post on how to do it later on heheee. I call it the Japanese Style Salad =3. because there’s no MAYO! and it is COMPLETELY healthy!

and fat free. of course. =D.

Zoe had bunches of it =P, she really love it it seems =D! my darlings enjoying their food.

the PRICELESS picture! try and guess what are those round red things! =3.

so here is Darling Simon So who once commented that I live in the jungle. because it took him almost an hour to reach home from my place ahhahaa. =X. but I am so glad that he came! I thought that he won’t because of the scary distance but he did! awwwww <3. and do check out his blog because he have the cutest dog in the entire friendlist of mine =3.

Michelle is one of my new made friend in my best friend’s party last year. she’s really nice and as you can see, absolutely hot. =3. and what’s more? she’s nice and charming!

and the game startsss.

we played a very short game of Kings, until suddenly all of them had to go home and then the cake cutting session proceeds.

the game is really simple. we will distribute cards to everybody and the person who gets the KING card have the power to ask any number of any pattern to do something to another person of another card. it is REALLY REALLY fun. and the lucky two was…

Sandra and Alex. they’ve met before when we all went to Genting and well, this is what I call fate HAHAHA. Jon asked Alex to perform lap dance on her but they spent 10 minutes laughing non stop (okay I exaggerated) so he gave an EASIER task. which is just a simple kiss on the cheek, where…. they took quite long to do it too. NOT SPORTING LAH! xD.

so this is their very awkward kiss xD! AWWWWW, how sweet right? =3.

NEXT.

this is Sho Suzuki. it is his name! he came for… 10 minutes. more or less like that because he rushed to the airport later also to send his host mother home to Japan. and yes, he is HALF japanese where he kind of put the stone look on my face when he first introduced himself to me. hahaha.

but anyway he’s another lovely sweetheart where anybody could just get along with him easily =D. we got married on the first of april for er, around 24 hours? uh huh. =D! (in FACEBOOK!) and a few actually fell for that trap it so so funny it made me laugh the whole day xD! well that’s one trick okay don’t take it seriously HAHAHA.

we totally looked like we had fun no? xD. and of course, we did!

THE GAHJAHS!

Hua Min. she’s seriously like the cutest girl I’ve ever met. you should really listen to her when she talk, her voice is very soft and the way she present herself is very polite and adorable where you’ll totally melt. if she wants something, I have no doubt that she’ll get it. her bambi eyes will work for just ANYBODY!

CARMEN AU YITING is my another best friend, AND SHE DIDN’T WEAR WHITE! how can! I am closer to her than anybody else and she didn’t wear white! okay maybe her pants is white so I’ll let her get away with it. hahahaha xD

another picture with future Ms Malaysia =D. (if she join). thanks for coming Michelle! hope you had fun eventhough you came for only a short while! =D! I so like her smile it is very nice =3. and now I am even more provoked to get braces! UGH!

my White Chocolate Cake to match with my pretty white theme and the korean words to show my Korean Addiction =3.

MORE TO COME!

ps : more different angles, especially when I got a little drunk (OH NO!).