maybe it WOULDN’T be THAT bad. my cousin who recently came back from NS came over and gave some information and some photo’s of a very neat and new looking dorm which don’t actually look that bad.

and then, stupid Mr.Lam, who went NS, he scared me by telling me that there are many stories and all so now I am a bit scared I feel even more like a girl than I ever do due to my extreme gutless self now. and I actually went to the temple to get a “fu” for protection this morning which resulted to me being late to my award ceremony. crap. anyway, I am very very tired.

I really don’t want to go. =/. I miss all of you..

just to name a few other than my family, Sandra Lee (and Wong), Yernny, Jin, Car, Darren, Zhong, Yao, Jason, John, Yee Jin, Bun, Jeremy, Zlwin, Simon (So AND Kong)….. okay, maybe I do have too many friends sometimes. but you all are so dear to me I feel like I want to cry knowing that I have to stop contacting you all for so long. SIGH.

and the number 1 thing I miss on my list ; MY COMPUTER. how am I suppose to live. I will someway right? =(.

bye people bye.

my feelings now : I don’t want to leave because I know I’d miss everybody so bad and I might even cry due to loneliness. it feels like I am lost without money and a phone. I just.. worry that I will get in trouble and I just get so scared my eyes starts to tear. >_<”. sigh.

BYEEEEEEE. not tomorrow actually. more like, in a few hours. less than 7 hours. and I haven’t even sleep. darn!

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