I disappeared from school for 2 days, hid myself at home for 3 days without stepping out of the door, what am I doing?

can Jamie possibly be studying?

NO!

she was sick (actually still sick) and yeah, that’s about it.

the cough medicine and the flu medicine have been driving me crazy. I took it today too and I am dozing off really soon. I have been sleeping endlessly for 3 whole days and I often wake up at 4am. my time is all jumbled up! and the process is atrocious. I tried to sauna myself under my blanket and changed my pyjamas for 4 times in 1 night (due to the grossy sweat). I couldn’t move much, I coudn’t even walk with strength. I thought I was going to starve myself and end up suffering from anorexia. thank goodness friends and neighbours brought me food. then I felt better, I went to the toilet gleefully and caught a glimpse of my pale face on the mirror and I kind of, stopped being gleeful? until I see stars and ran back to my bed, and continue sleeping for the entire day. nothing seems to be quite yummy (it is excruciating enough, not to feel that food is good.) and I was actually hoping to lose some weight.

and,

guess what.

I am still so heavy T_T.

k thx bai.

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