is really difficult to find.

I don’t know if you know, but I am quite of a negative person in this topic. because I think that nobody wants to sincerely be my friend. I do not trust people. I often think everybody just wants benefits. and no doubt it’s true. not just because I’ve experienced it, but it’s really what most people do. I don’t understand how can some people betray others. for every bad thing I did, I keep in heart, and not only that I keep in heart, I try to change. even if I couldn’t, I’ll try. everybody have their bad side, and it’s no wonder that someone will do something wrong. although I do not really mind what people I don’t know think about me, but I mind it if I hurt other people’s feelings. but on the other hand, many people could just walk away carefreely. people have their own thoughts, like mine, where I do not mix with people I think is rude and uncivilized, some, actually most of the people I know doesn’t like people who is TOO english educated, or maybe somebody who is to them, a spoilt kid. most of us easily mind minor stuff, and get influenced with what some other people say. but one thing is what everbody know, but doesn’t realize, is that, poeople do change. from good to bad, bad to good, or they might remain. one often see somebody physically, and judge, which that often happens to me as well. I do not befriend with people who look too different from me, like maybe they dresses unappropriately or maybe people who thinks the f word could be something commonly spoken, and because of me sometimes being picky, I turned cocky, and then that leads to being negative. but really, I wanted to know every single one of my friend more, and have true friends, because that’s what I think makes life fun. don’t you think so? so I don’t get it why some people just love ruining other people. only if they have a taste of their own medicine.

OMG I SEE A TAILESS LIZARD ON MY CEILING!

ok, I am looking at the lizard right now, can’t take my eyes of.. it.

just wanted everybody to know, that we don’t hope that something bad happen to us, and we got to cherish any friendship, because sometimes no relatives or family can help you but your friends, because they are really important. I can say this because I have relatives that is rather selfish, and I can say, I am really upset whenever I see them. their irresponsible and cold hearted act makes me feel like an idiot not being able to do anything. some families gets along well, and that’s really rare. we might not live long, but I just hope that people will just live everyday happily without causing pain in others. and I really don’t know why some people can betray their own friends, or they can be so looking on what they get materially. I believe that no matter how that someone might be, they have something good inside them, unless they are somebody I call, mentally evilly retarded, which they are born with really evil thinkings. and we can’t really just mind what some other people think, because even for a person so nice, so beautiful, so intellegent will have gossips. and us the more inperfect ones, that should be something normal. =). out of all the gossips you’ll hear about a friend, there must be something behind it. villains are everywhere, and our thinking might be off mind sometimes. it happens. friends are those who will help you to improve yourself when you’re wrong, not support you. and they are also those who will help you when you need them, not the person who will try to ignore you, especially when you are alone facing problems. so.

cherish.

THAT LIZARD IS STILL THEREEEEEE!!!!!!

my best friend is a skinny skeleton! but this skinny skeleton is very lovable. we do not support lala-ism nor like striking unmatching colours to go together which will make us look like some christmas tree rather than a peacock, but of course it’s not wrong, in fact, it’s quite fun to post like that once in a while! =P. no offence! *my dad must not see this picture, MUST NOT! he doesn’t likeeeeeee, ehem.* (and it’s one uncool way to show people I do not have photostat face!)

so here comes my photostated face. and << don’t she smile like Jessica Alba? =D. distance doesn’t really matter in the best friendism culture you know =P. don’t ask me why only got 2 pics of my close friends, it’s because others doesn’t like taking pictures! or you can say, low profile =P.

sigh, I will always stick to my photostated face maybe..

AND I’M GONNA REVEAL ONE OF MY DARK SECRETS!

Jamie is allergic to the sun, so she can’t run on the fields, but it doesn’t mean she can’t swim, right?

it must be because she can’t swim.

but she loves swimming!

it must be because she doesn’t want her hair to get spoilt

but her hair is already frizzy (or what Patrick says, seaweed. >_>)

it is because

she

was

so

so..

let the picture explain.

SO NEVER EVER TELL ME TAN IS HEALTHY. I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE MY MIND AND GO TAN, IT DOESN’T SUIT ME!

AT ALL!

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